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Freedom to Love
If there's one thing that drives me up the wall, more than anything else, it's when people tell me to get over the guy I love. What's so damn hard to understand? If love is what I'm feeling, then no one can tell me otherwise. I love him, it's my choice, my life. Why should anyone else care who I love and for how long? If I'm happy and enjoy loving him, then why not? I keep telling people that I don't care how much it hurts, I'd rather be alone forever and love Mark than move on to someone else. I don't care who else is out there, someone else can have those people, I just want Mark. What's wrong with choosing one person and sticking to it? Isn't that how it's supposed to be? Doesn't every single person have the freedom to love and believe what they want, no matter what law others make against it? I love Mark, forever. It's that simple. I just want to love him, why can't people leave me be? Why do they feel like they have to force me to do something I'd sooner die than do? It's a waste of their time, thoughts, words. I'm not changing. I haven't changed one bit. I don't think about not loving him. Not loving him would be unlivable, why would I even want to think about it? I'm never going to move on so leave me alone. I cry every damn time someone tells me to move on because it hurts me that people can't understand that I LOVE HIM. What do I have to do for people to realize that? Do they want me to cut myself open, rip my heart out, and give it to him? Seriously, if that would prove it, I'd do it. What's the point in living if people can't even understand the most important thing to me? And what's worse is he doesn't understand. Up till now I've just been referring to other people. I'm not even going to go in to how much it hurts me that he, of all people, doesn't understand, since I'm already tearing up. But yeh, whoever is reading this, please consider this: I would never judge if you, or anyone else, truly loved someone (unless you got over them, because I believe love lasts forever.) However, if you told me you currently love someone, I would trust you, because it's not my place or anyone else's to say otherwise. It's your feeling, not mine. So, can't I have my own feelings, too?Faith
Faith. I am deeply in love with a sexy beast called MARK♥♡. I love my brothers, Richard and Jim<3. Bass&Guitar. HTML. Japan[ese]. Openminded but I have certain strong opinions. 16. MONOKURO BOO & BABY BOO.
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